Lucky Me

I know its late in the year to let everyone know but Im going home. Im going home from College. Not dropping out but just going home to find myself again. Everyone told me I would find my self when I was on my own. Discover things that I've never known, be able to express myself in a way that I never have before. But today, On a Saturday After noon I don't know myself anymore. I use to be vibrant and fun, now I wouldn't know myself from a lazy cat name lucy. Yeah people say I was lucky to be able to move away and go off to college and yes I agree with all of them. But sometimes life takes you places and it doesn't exactly mean you belong there just means you will grow and learn and move on. So I'm not disappointed in myself, I know i'll find a place where I belong and right now it's not Here!